Aug 28, 2012 walked out side was again warm but the woods were OK
Miles 3
Total 27.8
Goal for Now 100
So after feeling like I had my AT hiking balloon busted I decided to begin walking again. Two days and am I going to do this or not. But today was so much different. There was no thinking on when I get this far, when I with a capital i accomplish this or that I will do this or that and someone will be happy for me. No this was a time to focus on God. To just look seriously at his creation and find wonder in who he is and try and start this
A walk in a whole new direction. What a great time. By the way there will be no scales and weighing until 100 miles. No rewards for doing this, just time spent with him. I saw great wonder in the park today.
May it have God’s Blessing.
Aug 30, 2012
Miles 3.2
Total 31
Goal for Now 100
It
is always harder for me to walk the tread mill but it was late in the day and I
finally got the urge to do my walk. I think I need to plan better. But what
ever the case it was a good 3 miles. With only my ipod and the wall I had a
great reflection time. I seem to still struggle this depression thing but this
was a very thought provoking time. I am so hurt that few if any seem to care
what I think nor care what I feel or do. Oh yes, I’m still in the pity party
for Kathy zone. But the greatest thing happen while I walked. It just came in to
my head, I can just walk in to the presence of the Creator of the Universe, the
King of Ages, and the very voice of the one who calmed the sea says he is
listening and he more than understands. I had to stop walking for a minute.
Tears just flow, yes while I was walking the tread mill. But such a simple of
peace flooded over me. Who cares if anyone cares to listen to me, I have El
Shaddai (means All-Sufficient One and God of the mountain’s) complete
attention. OK get out of this pity party for Satan is enjoying watching this
girl who’s says she has such great faith wallowing in such self-pity.
Miles 3
Total 27.8
Goal for Now 100
So after feeling like I had my AT hiking balloon busted I decided to begin walking again. Two days and am I going to do this or not. But today was so much different. There was no thinking on when I get this far, when I with a capital i accomplish this or that I will do this or that and someone will be happy for me. No this was a time to focus on God. To just look seriously at his creation and find wonder in who he is and try and start thisA walk in a whole new direction. What a great time. By the way there will be no scales and weighing until 100 miles. No rewards for doing this, just time spent with him. I saw great wonder in the park today.
May it have God’s Blessing.
Aug 30, 2012
Miles 3.2
Total 31
Goal for Now 100
May it have God’s Blessing
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