Thinking back to the the 1st night of these Dreams. I was a bit nervous asking God to speak to me. Now as I prepare for bed after three very intense Dreams I just wondered what the night would bring. I find myself having trouble believing God was really speaking to me in dreams. Oh well I am just grateful God was helping me sleep well with out taking pills.
Now this event was different. I will label it a vision even thought I do not know who ever names things would call it a vision. The best I can describe is that I was not asleep. I had closed my eyes and the thought had accrued to me "I hope I can easily sleep". I have been sleeping so well so I did my usual I began to pray. Out of know where the vision below began. The whole time I was in awe of the fact that this was happening and I was awake. After it was over I open my eyes and was in awe and wonder at this event.
We, there was two of us standing side by side, were looking off and n the distance was a city street with business on each side of street. Then we saw something slowly rolling toward us. I said nothing to the person standing next to me but to myself I thought it was a tank. Actually I don't think there was ever a real conversation with the person standing with me. The next thing was a large neck and head rose from the moving vehicle . It was much like a green dinosaur head and neck and was over two stories tall and the whole thing moved very slowly toward us. It began to look around and its head went into the side of the buildings. This did not do damage to any of the buildings, for it was like his head went right through the buildings, more like a ghost or something that can move through the walls.
As we were wondering at what we saw there was a huge blast with white smoke and everything just flying towards us. This included cars, trees, benches, bricks and street post. All this seem to be in slow motion even thought it was moving fairly fast. It was also moving in a semi circle type of direction but all coming directly for us. Of all that was flying toward us there were know people. This is just an observation that seems strange. I just don't know how to explain it.
The next morning I was still in a state of wonder. If you would only give me some kind of proof this is really you Lord. After this thought I just was blown backwards with words that surprised me. "Well girl what more do you need, I gave you this vision. Isn't that enough".
Some how I guess it isn't or it should be but I still feel doubt. But that is what this blog is all about. If as I believe it is really God giving me messages than I want them down on paper so I can reread and and ponder. This is not an effort at an great book or novel, just my own info put in safe holding when and if needed.
As all of my other dreams, I seem to just be observing this, not a least bit afraid. If I was in my right mind I would have began running for cover. Why was I not afraid, I just don't know.
So now here is the question, is this why as I ask God to speak to me in dream I would suddenly feel it was his time for me to give up sleep aid, yes that seems to be what I am thinking, that my sleep needs to be more natural. Several Christian websites that talk of dream, suggest that you when you get a full seven or eight hour sleep it is then able to wake it self up the last hour, putting you in a lighter sleep. This is when the body on its own seems to be ready to come out of a deep sleep the last hour or so is when you are in a lighter sleep and this is when most memorable dreams accrue. How do they know, by this rapid eye movement while sleeping and who knows how else. I just have begun to wonder if God is the one speaking to me in my dreams than has he prepared my body to for these dreams. It was also rather accidental if you believe in accidents, that I had come on this Rabbi Schiender.
Now this event was different. I will label it a vision even thought I do not know who ever names things would call it a vision. The best I can describe is that I was not asleep. I had closed my eyes and the thought had accrued to me "I hope I can easily sleep". I have been sleeping so well so I did my usual I began to pray. Out of know where the vision below began. The whole time I was in awe of the fact that this was happening and I was awake. After it was over I open my eyes and was in awe and wonder at this event.
We, there was two of us standing side by side, were looking off and n the distance was a city street with business on each side of street. Then we saw something slowly rolling toward us. I said nothing to the person standing next to me but to myself I thought it was a tank. Actually I don't think there was ever a real conversation with the person standing with me. The next thing was a large neck and head rose from the moving vehicle . It was much like a green dinosaur head and neck and was over two stories tall and the whole thing moved very slowly toward us. It began to look around and its head went into the side of the buildings. This did not do damage to any of the buildings, for it was like his head went right through the buildings, more like a ghost or something that can move through the walls.
As we were wondering at what we saw there was a huge blast with white smoke and everything just flying towards us. This included cars, trees, benches, bricks and street post. All this seem to be in slow motion even thought it was moving fairly fast. It was also moving in a semi circle type of direction but all coming directly for us. Of all that was flying toward us there were know people. This is just an observation that seems strange. I just don't know how to explain it.
The next morning I was still in a state of wonder. If you would only give me some kind of proof this is really you Lord. After this thought I just was blown backwards with words that surprised me. "Well girl what more do you need, I gave you this vision. Isn't that enough".
Some how I guess it isn't or it should be but I still feel doubt. But that is what this blog is all about. If as I believe it is really God giving me messages than I want them down on paper so I can reread and and ponder. This is not an effort at an great book or novel, just my own info put in safe holding when and if needed.
As all of my other dreams, I seem to just be observing this, not a least bit afraid. If I was in my right mind I would have began running for cover. Why was I not afraid, I just don't know.
Now for night 5, yes there is another dream. But I feel these are two separate Dreams. So this is really Dream 5 and 6.
This was a interesting dream even though it was just one dream with two separate parts and two separate purpose. First part, I was in an upstairs with two bedrooms. I did not sleep in the room I was standing. It had one of those long windows you had to crank the window out.. As I look out I saw a rather large boat with a room in the bottom of it. It was raining and I open the window to see better and enjoyed the rain and cool mist hitting my face. Everything seems to have a green overtone of love. (interesting as I type this I am not sure why I used "overtone of love" to describe the green) . I turned and saw Tim standing next to me and told him to look out the window. As I went to show him, this time in addition the boat there was a submarine . After showing Tim the boats I looked at him and said “I think I will move in this room.” even thought it was a much smaller room. This decision seem to carry a great deal of weight with it for me because I was now making my own decision that maybe have been a first time in a long time. Even though I am the main character in this dream it was like I was having a preview of an event. I was watching this from the out side looking in, you know like it was being revealed to me
End of this segment of this one dream.
Next part of this dream was totally separate but the same. As strange as this sound I think it would be like living in a house and having one discussion in one room and then going to another room and having a completely different discussion. It took place in the same house but the are had the feel of a much large dwelling and warmer in colors then the two bedrooms I think was upstairs. I was in a large living room. It had a L shaped couch that was huge pale green with white poke-a-dots. In front of me was a wall totally covered with windows, and gave a spacious, and had a airy feel. There was also a 2ft high wall that was around the back side of the couch and also this pale green pattern. I said I thought this wall was kind of dumb and then I remember saying, “well it probably for the best“(now awake I wonder best for what).
I seem to understand that this was just after the funeral of my husband. I realized my husband was very very wealthy and was dead. This was not Bill and I’m not sure how I know that.
In the dinning room was a group of people at this long table. And they were all talking low and would occasionally looked my way and then quickly look away. It seems they were trying to decided what to do about me. I felt like this man who ever he was that I married had not been my husband long and these people were not pleased that I was in the family and now the owner’s of this estate.
Next this fellow came up to me and in a apologizing way said they couldn’t decide whether what they were going to do would be disrespectful to Bill (mind you I still don’t feel like this was my Bill). The he said “Oh what the heck lets do it". Then out came these 6 or 7 guys dressed with tan suit jackets, tan hats and dark sunglasses.They were doing Blues type arrangement. One of these guys was Charley O’Neal and one was a bus drivers. They were singing some song, that was blues music.
The last part was in this same living room while these guys were still dancing I pulled out my cell phone to take a video of this same group and dropped my phone.A tall dark headed, good looking fellow turned to me and ask if he could help me. I finally agreed and he pulled his phone out and he seem to have some kind of app on his phone that would find lost phones (really, in real life I would pay money for a app like that). When you used this app it lights up and a beam goes directly to a lost phone. I don’t think we found my phone though. Now was that strange or what.
End of Dream and as I woke up I looked at the ceiling and it had a large close group of bright star with a dark blue background on it and I looked again knowing now I was awake and would look to see if it was still there and if so look for more detail. It was there all right, mind you I am really awake, really and see these stars on my ceiling. Then they just dimmed out slowly.
Note that as I reflect on this dream of a family wanting to ride themselves of me, I wasn’t angry, afraid or upset. I was very much at peace. What ever the out come of the family group would decide I don’t know but seem to realize I was in good hands.
Note: on this subject of dreams I find it interesting that last October 2011 I had so wanted to quite using sleep aids but it seem impossible. I think I mentioned that I used to dream a lot some years ago and some were quite vivid. I will share some of them latter. I now realized this was before I began to have trouble sleeping after I went through the change. One weekend I felt it was time, time to ride myself of sleep aids, I'm not sure who or what caused this choice. Sure enough I went to sleep that night, I was amazed. Then we went the whole weekend, I just couldn’t believe it. After 3 or 4 years of taking pills to sleep. I had slept 3 days in a row with out a sleep aid. Now don’t think I hadn’t tried ridding myself of these pills several times for I hated using an aid to do what should come natural to ones body. Next thing I know it was a week, then two weeks. It has now been four and a half months. I feel so much better and am much more alert in the morning. I do not live my week waiting for the weekend to sleep later, for even with the sleep aid I struggled. I am so grateful.
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